And not the game that you're thinking. I think that it's kind of like a sports game. It's fun, exhilarating, and sometimes the opposition can do things that make you crazy and leave you scrambling to find your bearings. You sometimes win, and sometimes you lose, but, regardless, at the end, you always feel better having experienced it than having not. As few as a couple weeks ago I was on cloud nine, super excited about having met someone new, and now, not knowing if that's going anywhere or even if I'll talk to the girl again, I'm not mad, and I don't feel like I wasted my time. I have had three of the most fun dates of my life with this girl, and meeting her has helped me to overcome some of the toughest trials that I've had in my life so far, and honestly, dating her, even if it turns out to have only been for two and a half weeks, did more for me than the last two years.
So, to her, I say thank you, for saying yes, and for sharing what you shared with me. I know you're not going to read this, but I feel like I was a little too excited, but you were worth being that excited over. I wish you nothing but the best. It's really nice to meet people who end up showing you what you can be if you try hard enough. I owed it to myself to try to be as good as you were. I hope that you never lose your drive and that you never settle for anything less than you deserve. I hope we stay in touch, but God's will and all that.
So, I have no regrets, this is going to be a great year. Looking forward, my heart is full.
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